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Name: Camille
Location: Chattanooga, Tennessee, United States
Birthday: 11/19/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Music (i also love singing), nature, hikes, art, movies, being outside, TEAS!, cooking, people, guys, getting together with people I haven't seen in years, concerts, meeting interesting people, having amazing conversations with others
Occupation: Student
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MSN: BlindSolutude@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  FyreGod09
Member Since:
1/18/2006
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| Hmm. . .lets see. . .
I moved in here on the 19th, which I still didn't have my bed so I
slept at Luke's place that night. Finally, I got all my stuff on Sunday
and was able to spend my first night in my apartment. I must say-
Seminole is THAT bad of a place to live. I've actually enjoyed it for
the most part. . . .except for the crazy guy following me to my
apartment (not cool).
On the 21st, I went to Hilton Head with Luke, Hayley, and Wyeth. That
was a much deserved vacation. I got some much needed rest and sun.
Seriously, I hadn't been to the beach in 3 years. The place we were at
was nice too and no one carded. We even got to go to Savannah one
night. That city is BEAUTIFUL!
As for my first week of class.. . .well. . . . AIS and Advanced
Financial look like they're going to be quite difficult, but for
different reasons. AIS= hard material. Advanced Financial. . .I
CANNOT stand Dr. Anthony. Seriously. Last night was awful. He talks for
so long about NOTHING. We could've been out so early if he would just
work the problems and shut up. I hate that. A LOT. Anyway, P.O.M looks
like it will be somewhat easy- even if I have Swineheart. A lot of the
stuff we went over this week was stuff I remember from my Honors
Organizational Behavior class. No problem there. And then I have US
History to 1877 and I have Alexander. Shouldn't be hard. We watch
movies, hand in the note on movies, have 2 tests, and 3 quizzes. Plus,
50 points out of the 550 total are attendance. My last class is just
doing my thesis. . . .which would be easy if I has the discipline to
actually sit down and do it.
So- this year doesn't look too bad. I graduate in Spring, I have
a great relationship going into the school year, I'm not living on
campus, and I don't have to take 3 ridiculous accounting classes in the
same semester.. .ever!
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| LAST DAY OF WORK!!!
If you can't tell. . . .I'm excited. No more getting up at 5:45 AM! Speaking of which-- I've been SO tired lately. Like far more than exhausted. I don't know why either. Maybe this summer is finally catching up with me. . .or maybe its because I can't sleep well right now, not eating really well, etc. Who knows. All I know is that I'm sleeping in tomorrow and, hopefully, I'll feel a little better. We'll see. I know it will take more than one night to see if I get any better. But its like my whole body is weak and tired. I'm going straight home after work and I'm just going to get in bed and stay there. No going to anyone's house tonight. I just want to relax and relish in the feeling of not having to get up early.
Hayley's taking some stuff up to JC for me. Now, I think I'll be able to fit everything in my car. YAY!
I've been in somewhat of a weird mood as of late. I don't know how to explain it. . . It may have something to do with being insanely tired. I really hope that I'm not sick or anything. That would just make this the best summer ever. . . .not.
Well- I'm going to go get breakfast and see if that restores some energy. Some one call me so I'm not so bored! | | |
| Okay- so last night was cool. I finally got to see Hunter, Eric, and Lindsey after 2 months of not seeing anyone. Of course we went to Amigo's because it was Monday. It was fun though and I'm glad I could finally make it over there. I'm really upset that I didn't get to see ANYONE this summer. . . Hopefully, people will come and visit JC more since we're in an apartment. And I'll be able to come down to Chattanooga or elsewhere since I have my own car now. This year is going to be so different, but great at the same time: i'll graduate in the spring, new place to live, new (and amazing) relationship, and my own car. It should be interesting to see how everything plays out, but fun nonetheless.
Amanda came over last night too! YAY! I was so happy to see her, seriously. We talked for 3 hours about different things. I hope I was of some help to her and that she'll be able to figure things out.
OH! So last night. . . I was waiting for Amanda to get to my house so I was watching the window for car lights. That's when I hear someone coming up the driveway. I was like "that's weird, I didn't see her lights. . ." So I look outside and see to black guys running up my driveway and towards my front door. Obviously, it was not Amanda. They start BANGING on my door and ringing the doorbell over and over. . .and this went on for like 5 minutes. Then it goes silent. . .and I don't see them run off. That's when I run downstairs to my dad and tell him. He asks if they were still there and I told him that I didn't know. He then get's out of bed, grabs his housecoat, and pulls out a 9mm from his nightstand. He goes around the house and doesn't see anyone, comes back in and tells me to lock the door behind him, and he then goes in his car to see if they're somewhere else around the neighborhood. Finally, he finds them at a house down the street from us and he asks what they're doing (once they were done talking to the guy at the house). They tell my dad that they are part of a youth thing and they were selling stuff. So my dad asks for the brochures they have and for ID/permits (in Hamilton County you have to have a permit to solicit door-to-door), which they didn't have. My dad told me that the brochures looked old and you couldn't even read them. Now- this(selling stuff door-to-door) would all be normal if it was NOT 9:00 AT NIGHT! Who does that? Who goes around "selling" stuff at night? It was extremely weird. My dad called the sheriff and they even said that it didn't sound right. Apparently, they came and patrolled the neighborhood for awhile.
I leave on the 18th. . .so if anyone wants to do something--- its has to be after 6:30 on Tuesday and Wednesday and after 8 on Thursday (i'm spending the day with my mom and running last minute errands)!!! | | |
| All of my guy friends are ready to kick that guys ass. . . Alex and Red want me to keep them updated on the whole situation. I must confess that I am somewhat paranoid about walking around at ETSU by myself now.
This weekend was LONG. All I did was pack a bunch of crap for school. . . .which I leave for on Friday! I seriously don't know if all of it is going to fit into my car. Its going to be like one big game of Tetris to get it all in. No big deal though. . . .I live tetris. :) I got to see a lot of my Chattanooga friends finally this Saturday. Hayley came into town and Alex & Shea wanted to go to Hooters and for us to meet them there (Hooters= gross in my mind. And not because of the girls, its because their food SUCKS ass). We get there and I see: Alex, Shea, Justin, Red, Eric, Stefan, and Billy. And then Randy came later on. It was REALLY nice to see everyone. I'm sad that I have to leave and didn't really get to see anyone this summer. :( I'm going to Amigos (another gross place, in my opinion) after work becuase everyone goes there on Mondays and I haven't been in 2 months because of class. I want to see everyone again before I leave. I finally got to see me grandmother on Sunday as well! YAY! Then last night Alex and Brooker came over. We just sat around and talked for 3 hours, which was fun.
I have nothing to do at TVA at all. Everyone has been on the phone and Deb just got here like an hour ago. I feel like quitting after today, but I really need the money from the remaining two days. I got most of my To-Do list done this weekend as well. I've just some things that cannot be done until Thursday: get my oil changed, turn in my parking key, fax job stuff, and some other stuff.
All this time of not doing anything at work has given me some time to think about things. Just random stuff. . .nothing in particular. But I'm come to the conclusion that I'm VERY insecure about things/stuff in my life. Meaning myself, friends, etc. As confident as I appear some times, I'm really not. Its all just a facade. I'm probably the most insecure person I know. . . as well as some one with hardly any self-esteem about certain things. I thought with time and everything, I would get over some of it, but that hasn't happened and it probably never will. I really don't think I'll be happy with some stuff. . .ever. | | |
| I am so tired. . . . and bored right now. Karen won't be here until like 11 or 12. So, I really have NOTHING to do at all. She didn't even leave me anything to keep me busy before she got here. And- I checked my facebook account this morning, and some guy is sending me messages, one of which said "I just read your profile and wanted to fuck you. I didn't want to be so blunt the first time I messaged you." Umm. . . gross. His name is Peat Laska and I'm officially wanting to cancel my facebook account. This isn't the first time I've gotten something like this from a person that goes to ETSU. . .just not to this extent.
Anyway- other than some freak on the internet stalking me, my life is awesome. I just checked my blackboard account for UTC and I got an A in Tax. YAY! That means an A for Tax and a B for Financial 2 all while working 40 hours a week and trying to hang out with friends. I rock. . . . and am very worn out. Plus, in exactly one week, I'll be back up in Johnson City and moving into my apartment. I'm really excited about this. The only thing that bothers me right now is that I haven't been able to spend as much time with my family. Hopefully, I can do that this weekend and then hang out with some friends at night. We'll see though.
I'm off to get some breakfast. . . . | | |
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